I’m cynical about LOVE.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Assalammualaikum and Hi Gorgeous!

[I wrote this entry due to the lovey-dovey atmosphere in our campus. No offense]
"LOVE" in chinese character (i guess - because i google-ed.)

Love come and goes.  

What is love? Why do we fall in love? How can we get into love?
Oh, Love is pretty. Love is disgust. 

Love brings joys. Love brings peace. Love also can bring hostility.

 “I Love You.” 

It is like a magic word. But sometime also can be a joke - to insensitive homo-sapiens.  Trust me!

But, as we always came across to those whom said “I love You”, It is depends on how do you DEFINE what do you mean by LOVE in there. Creating the lovey-dovey atmospheres in your everyday-daily life, it’s nothing wrong. The people think its wrong is wrong, actually.
Oh, c’mon… every each of homo-sapiens (us) loves to be loved. No matter that love comes from whom. 

I’m writing this lovey-dovey thingy not to think sarcastically to those whom has change their “single” status to “In relationship” at Facebook info. NO!
I love to know that actually, because I love to see my friends happy. 

Ok…ok…let get into LOVE.

As usual, I did a short questionnaire at Formspring and at my Facebook status.

“What the first thing come out from ur mind if you read or see the word; “LOVE” ”

>> Mr. TOKhairul;

>>Miss GadisBerstokinBelang;

>>Mr. P. Newman;
::The heart symbol 

>>Miss H. Senget
::Honest, trust, believing each other, romantic. n family... that things.. lot of things came out of my mind... =)

>> Miss Jess Clare

::Heart shape

>> Mr. Alhadiey

:: (my heart is blossom like a flower right now.)

>> Mr. Sya Fie E
:: is all about sex! (WHAT?!!)

Some of those answers are in Bahasa. So I’ve translated it into English. This is so general question. And for you guys, what come out from you mind?

Honestly, what come out from my mind? Err… NOTHING.

Oh, ok. I smirked. *sigh*

Not to say I’ve hated it so much. But you know… 


When you’ve got into relationship, and you failed, you’ve try so hard, and again, you failed. And you got into a new loving girl, and you love her and love her and love her. But then, by made one mistake, ONE mistake not a BIG mistake, your relationship is again down to 0%. 

And I’m wondering, is her loves me as how much I loved her with all of my heart with no fullstop on it? Or she just love me on the spot because I’ve propose to her?
Like I’ve said before: “Love come and goes”

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
-      Grenade by Bruno Mars

Erm, maybe it is because they still in afraid by their friends’ experience. Or maybe they’re too careful. Let’s forgive and don’t forget. If you forgive and you forget, I bet that, you’ll never learn from the first experience that you’ve already forgave. Don’t you,no? It’s up to you, mate.

What I’m trying to say here is, do learn from your experience first then you learn from others. But in certain things it may be different. But, what the heck, this is your life, why would ruin your own life by listen to them whom is in heartbroken and hated LOVE so much? [like me?,No.] The concept may be same but the problem is different.
Keep your chances. Ignite your love to the fullest. 

But don’t get too obsess possess your love till you do something that against your Religion.
And, LOVE yourself first and not to forget your Family. Then you can hold your lover in your arm with family blessings. That is the most important thing. 

Anyone who is smirk reading this entry, why you hate LOVE so much? 

Love is natural. Love is blissful. 

Oh, maybe you don’t have a chance to feel to be loved by someone? So, try it. 

Don’t be like me. I SMIRKED, remember?

This is our last entry, by the way.
Hope to see you again. Hope so.

credit photos - Google images

Mother : Full of love

Friday, March 11, 2011

Assalammualaikum and Hi Gorgeous!

this entry dedicated to a young-mother that dump a small baby in the trash, river, mosque, road and wherever else that you guys read in newspaper.

honestly, i almost cried when read those news in the newspaper. how come they're so mean!!
you are A Mother to that baby...how could you do that...what a devil are you!! *i'm pissed*

this sequence of photos i took during the raining monsoon in my village. and these photos i took in front of my house. and even they are just a snail (or in colloquial "Siput Babi"), i touched by the mother of the Snail bring 2 of her baby to the safer places out from flood area.

do check those photos:


even a snail knew how to appreciate the offspring, but a human that have a genius brains and a heart still do those such horrible thing!!

there are devil inside that need to be killed! but not our power to do it..it all depends on themselves. we just can pray for the sake of dumped baby's future.pity them.

don't just say you are love them, but the most important things is, PROVE IT!

My Dear Friend: Read Slowly...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?*

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?*

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?*
(even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?*

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)

You would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?

We might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this entry and take comfort in knowing  somebody out there cares about you and always will..

I care about YOU my dearest friend!

my classmate

Assalammualaikum and Hi Gorgeous!

well...Oh well...

this topic made my keep smiling. and smiling. and smiling.

Oh,sssshhhh!! it supposed to be secret ,right?

ok..i named my classmate that have very interesting character to me as X and as usual X always recognize as unknown. and it'll remain unknown.

X always make me want to laugh, oh not just me actually, the whole class. X is very kind-hearted people. and i thank X for giving me the inspiration in pursue whatever ways that i want to take. X look like an ordinary people. but X nice to people. well, not to say X is well known in MICET, but X is still X.

actually, i'm not sure whether i already know much about X. but like i said, X nice to everybody!

X is good in studies. never care much what people said.
but sometime X can give a heart-attack to people with the attitude. but it just kidding. i already knew it...

X look so happy-go-lucky person. and whenever there's some problem, X never get the other people into it. i guess. because i never know X well. because i just met X in 2 semester. not even a closed friend. just a friend. when we meet, smile and say hi. that's all. but the character of X make me wonder, how X manage to keep all people around want to chat with X.

maybe that's the special about X. 

who ever you are, X...
keep doing the thing that make you happy.

Oh..Oh...to those people that so sarcastic about X,
get to know people first, before you can judge! OK.

X is remain X.
if you think you're X, email me..hahaha

You Are Not Alone..

Thursday, March 10, 2011

"Background music - Loveholic (Meari)"

You are 'You Are Not Alone'
You feel the loneliness
You are alone

People surround you
People talk to you
People joke with you
People walk with you

and yet,

They claim to be your closest one

You are not alone


You always feel the loneliness
No matter how
You are always alone

Whenever you are
Wherever you are
Whatever you are
However you are

You are all alone
You of all people are alone

You Are Not Alone,

The sunset awaits you
The sunrise awaits you
The wind approaches you
The land wants you to step on
The air wants you to inhale
They are waiting for you

But a single loneliness calls you
You get caught
You answered

You are trapped within the loneliness
He wants to befriends with you
You are the one he wants to be with
He needs you around
He refuses to let you go
As long as you keep your words deep inside..

Just to
Pretend he is not alone
Just to
Have someone to talk with

He doesn't wants to be alone,
Just like you

But you
You of all people
Pretend that everyone abandons you
Pretend that you are nobody to people around you
Pretend nothing would happens

Move on you 'You Are Not Alone' dear..
Move on.. Everything await you..
You are not alone my dear 'You Are Not Alone'
I missed you

The End of The World - Agnetha Faltskog

You should listen to this song..

Humming yourself with this song..Dedicate this song to anyone you like..Your parents, boyfriend/girlfriend, siblings, friends and even your pets..


Why does the sun go on shining?
Why does the sea rush to shore?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
'Cause you don't love me anymore

Why do the birds go on singing?
Why do the stars glow above?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was

I can't understand
No I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does

Oh why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye


(Why does my heart go on beating?
Why do these eyes of mine cry?)
Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when you said goodbye

A Positive Thing that I'm Going to Do During the Mid-Semester Break is...

To learn new songs in term of instrumental skills (guitar).
To be ready enough for battle of the bands that will be held at MICET.

Seems like I'm going to spend the whole break with playing guitar. I'm not sure I'm capable enough to do so because as we all know (you readers) anything could happens once you step at your homeland..Guess what..?? Duh~~..I don't have any idea..But seriously, something might come up just to scratch out the wish (playing guitar) and turn out, i could be end up doing anything else..Sigh again ~~..Owh come on..!! That is just sick..You know what, I can't end up like that once I get myself at my homeland..Lets see what I can do to keep that wish remains solid with me..Ehehe..First!! Buy electric guitar, amplifier and effect..(sound like hundreds RM)..But its ok..I'll save for it later but surely, I'll get it..Second!! No over sleep in the whole morning.. Because I could use most of the time playing guitar and learn new songs (dedicated enough for me -- perhaps)..If else, if I wake up when the sun up high, I'll waste the whole morning, dreaming alpacas and mouse lemurs that out of nowhere..But it sounds interesting..Nah, forget it..Back to main topic..Third!! No games at all..It'll drive me insane and half crazy because of giving full commitment towards it..NO!! Come on, come on..Fourth!! Fuh! fourth already..Perhaps, I should help my mom babysitting those three 3 kids..Sigh ~~..Don't underestimate me, ok..I'm qualified enough..I've done that before..Ehem~~.. That's because I'll not end up on couch with laziness and become sleepy head..That might ruin my plan on playing guitar energetic and 'racing-spirit' spirit..Ehehe..What's this..Fifth!! and could be the last one..I should never doing stupid things during this oncoming mid-term break..Those stupid things might out of reach but like I said before, anything could happens once you step at your homeland, being very eager and joyful to enjoy mid-term break successfully..Ehehe..

Am I really gonna do all those things..?
Think guys, think..

So long friends..